just found this :)
i wasn't kidding about the "how'd i get here" moments.
it's good for reminding :)
i've really been talked to lately.
it seems like everyone has been telling
(and sometimes yelling at)
me to get it together.
God opened my ears so i could hear
and i did.
and you know what they all said?
look and see.
so God opened my eyes
am i seeing.
i'm finally starting to see it.
i am truly amazed at how i got here.
i know the signs to this road.
i've warned others to take a better path.
i've gone this far before and saw the road back.
i took that road once.
and now i'm here.
it's amazing how my sight remembered so little of what was.
and gave no warning as it approached it again
after i stopped looking.
stopped looking with my glasses on.
my vision corrector.
my ever crystal clear enlightener.
i instead had grabbed these shades.
the old shades.
these diluted old things
i should have long gotten rid of.
i put on just to look cool.
to feel cool.
blind but cool.
i must have looked like a fool.